Wow…I really don’t want to give a shit about anything anymore. Blarg. Go fuckin’ die.
Can’t freakin’ sleep because I’m concerned about the emotional health of someone else, while at the same time, becoming exceedingly more anxious about the summer. The summer I’m finally made complete. The summer a brand new chapter will begin in my heart and life. The summer that I won’t have to concern myself [much] with the needs of a certain friend.
Study. Study now. Study now before it’s too late. In 6 hours, it will be.
I just want her…I just want to write…I want to stop feeling like someone else is writing my story. As I distance myself, I do so to draw myself nearer to the “moon” which seems closer and closer the more I gaze upon her. Hardly anyone encourages me except me, but since when did I care about getting a pat on the back?
I’ve been missing many pieces of my soul it seems. Good thing this relationship is in the business of fixing separated fragments.
I’m done. Study now. Go not care.
// ::Meganekko-Tune Now Playing [ DANCE! – “Ivory Asia” ]:: \\